We all come to a point where we think there is less reason to live just because of the choices we made. Life if not about that. It is actually finding more reason to endure everything even after that draught has poured out all the energy in you. We have to keep moving, keep seeking, keep looking forward to thoroughly enjoy and feel that there is more to life than the bad decisions we make, than the mistakes we had done, or the uncertainties in our lives.
If we all could just look forward and see how we have become. Try comparing yourself from you before, I would truly believe you have grown, matured, and had definitely learned from everything there is to learn. We may have life choices that brought us to the weakest of our weakest point, but these choices doesn't define us.
We are more than who we think we are. We are more than what other people think of us. We may be easily tempted, distracted, dictated, or denied by other people or situations but we learn from those things. What happens now is not the end of our beginning. It's the start of another chance to be better. Another chance to give our own selves the start of another chapter.
We are all like books, different chapters, different characters, or different situations that will lead us to better endings. What is greater that the books we have read is that as long as we live there is no last chapter, just another one to make it better. To make people know or understand that our shortcomings doesn't define us, hence they nurture us to become what we ought to be.
Don't let their judgement put you to waste. Let it be your stepping stone to put yourself in a pedestal or abundance or learning. You are who you think you are, and if you believe that you are just trash then you are nothing but trash. Our everyday burdens and struggles doesn't define our future, these are the little ways that is given or shown to us to be better or to fight more.
Remember you are a fighter. You have fought so much to live in this world so don't just let this world create a symphony that doesn't please your ears. Create a harmony in life that will please not only other but also yourself.